Undignified (I want to be)

>> Friday, March 12, 2010

I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me -- the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace.
Acts 20:24

Honestly, I wish I were more like Paul. Paul never really seems afraid to talk about the good news. I don't want to be afraid. I want to never want to shut up about it! Look at me, talking about wanting to want things. This is pathetic. Why am I sitting here on my butt talking about all this? Shouldn't I be acting on it?

Honestly, I'm TERRIFIED! I have no reason to be this afraid. I have God on my side, and he's given me a purpose: to love people as He has loved me, which means telling them about God's grace. There is no reason for me to be this terrified! Paul had to risk his LIFE to talk about Jesus. Living in the USA, the only thing I have to worry about is my pride. Thinking about that reminds me of the song called Undignified.

I'll become even more undignified than this,
Though some may say it's foolishness.
I'll become even more undignified than this,
lose my pride by my side.

Am I being a hypocrite when I sing this song if I'm afraid to say anything for fear of people disliking me?


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